Well, it seems that I am so special that I get a bad case of pneumonia and I am not even aware that I am sick except unable to be aroused and my lungs filling up in a matter of hours. Way too weird..
It seems that I have someone watching over me. I'm feeling so totally calm and good inside. I am getting baptized tomorrow at noon. I'm so excited. I've been looking forward to this for a long time. You know how you sometimes just put something off for awhile and then all of a sudden it's years later. I'm not sure what it was that made me want to read the scriptures, but once I started I was hooked. I read everything in the Ensigns. I had a whole different perspective of my church and the things that I read made so much sense. I grew up in the church and all my friends belonged, but I guess I needed more maturity because the Book of Mormon isn't just words but now reading is a story about ancestors and their struggles.My family will all be there. My oldest son will baptize me and my son-in-law will confirm me. It really is extra special for me. That really makes me smile.
